19 YEARS

Tomorrow, October 16, 2012, will be the 19th anniversary of losing my 19 year old brother in a car accident.  It's so hard to believe that he has been gone for the same amount of time that he was on this Earth.  We miss him SO much.  Sometimes, it's so hard not to imagine what could have been.  He would be 38.  I am sure he would be married and I would have some beautiful nieces and/or nephews!  I was 13 years old when he died, so I pretty much remember everything.  I am glad though, because I remember how handsome he was and the wonderful person that he was becoming/had become!  Little Arnie, I love you and miss you more than words.  Sometimes it takes my breath away when I think about you.  Maggie has started asking all kinds of questions when we go to your grave.  I sure do wish that she could have met you!  We love and miss you and look forward to the day we get to see you again!